Finished posting the last of the pieces today. Still haven't had a moment to create anything new. Took the kids back to their dad and dropped off my prescription. I guess over all I've been productive; productive just not creative. Here are the two boot bling pieces I listed today:
Today is very cold here and it seems that winter just came on with a vengeance. We made a fire last night which was nice and it warmed the living room well. Another fire might be in order this evening.
An interesting opportunity may have presented itself to me. After more than 20 years I might have the ability to pursue legal action against the man who sexually molested me when I was a young teen. This opportunity has arisen before and although I attempted to pursue it, it was to no avail. I don't know if this would bring closure, or just force me to reexamine painful emotions. My wife and I discussed it, and she thinks I should pursue it after talking to our therapist about it. I have a good support system now and possibly my doctor has found the best medication cocktail for me. I intend to speak with my therapist about it, I hope maybe he can help me process this possibility. I can't begin to describe the events surrounding that nightmare. Its unbelievable that I am still afraid of this man - I'm 43 years old and still feel like a child when those feelings come back.
That turn of events placed me on a path so different from what might have been. I try hard not to look back with any regrets, because I wouldn't be the person I am today under different circumstances. I might be better off, but it could also be a lot worse. Some day I will blog about it all, but for now I'm content with it not rearing its ugly head.
Another interesting opportunity may be presenting itself as well, this time for my wife. A better job offer is impending and we are waiting eagerly to hear - as this could mean a major upheaval for our household. This opportunity would be a mixed blessing as we would have to sell our home and move, but we would be closer to both our families and she would be in a less stressful environment.
Any positive thoughts you could send our way would be greatly appreciated given the possibility of some major life events coming in the new year.
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