The good news is that it was only the battery! Yay!! The bad news is that I am still hurting and can now add exhaustion to the list. I couldn't sleep last night and was up till almost three a.m. beading. I decided to bead after spending about an hour tossing and turning - and thinking about beading. My bipolar disorder has me tending toward racing thoughts. This can be incredibly difficult if it occurs when you are trying to sleep. My mind was moving so fast, beads were flying, Thanksgiving dinner was spinning, the marketing of my jewelry was knocking on the door, and the ever present and ignored housework was screaming in my left ear.
Thanksgiving has to be my favorite holiday. We don't have the kids this year which is both a relief and depressing at the same time. We are having some friends over which I am excited about - I love having company at the house and preparing a nice meal.
Thanksgiving has to be my favorite holiday. We don't have the kids this year which is both a relief and depressing at the same time. We are having some friends over which I am excited about - I love having company at the house and preparing a nice meal.
Here is the necklace and earrings I created in the wee hours of the morning. No bling this time, but beautiful. Back to my more earthy and natural expressions. I took this photo in the front yard and honestly its getting pretty cold. I don't know how much longer I will be able to take these pretty outdoor photos of my jewelry.
I sincerely hope this lack of sleep is not a prerequisite to a hypomanic stage. I just don't know. I think if it were however, I would just keep going and going and I'd be far happier - LOL. I don't know if I can keep going today - I'm absolutely pooped!
When I check the mail today I am seriously considering driving the 40 feet or so to the mailbox. I just don't trust myself (with good reason). I already have a metal plate in one ankle. I don't feel the need to even myself out. I certainly was not blessed with gracefulness and agility. Good fine motor coordination, its the gross motor that is severely lacking.
It is quite obvious from this paragraph structure that my mind is still jumping around all over the place. I am going to try and rest for a while and refuel.
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